WANDERLUST LAND

I have a major weird assumption about people. How likely when I see some situation, the sixth sense popping out. I legit wanna knowing things. As far that the most people called it psycho but I called myself desire to know something. Have you experience some of this things? Clearly deep down we all see good things, laughter and manoeuvre joy. Have you curious a lil bit of your spare time especially when you’re on the bed before going to sleep, gazing to window or staring at endless dark of your room. You asked yourself, “What have I done? Where am I going? What else I want?” Do you think this is too fast or too slow? Why you are sighing, oh and do you remember when was your last time crying? I mean bad-things happened kinda cry. Punching to something, cover yourself into blanket, squeal and got dizzy. Continue crying until dawn, waking up with swollen eyes and empty stomach. Shivering from cold, coughing & looking at the mirror, oh dear you look so pale. Write something, draw...

Honestly I miss writing. Imma having trouble free-time to sit down and write something. Same goes to reading. What happen to me? My weekdays constantly livin with crap-pay-check job. I miss doin event and meet people. I ran from where I learned first step into the real freakin-event-job. It's hard to survive, I just can't take it anymore. My recent work place is horrible. Why all the staff being too racist, selfish, wicked and jeopardize? I'm still trying you know. Be out there, livin what I really wanted. At some point, I cried after facing the insecurity. I was a lil tiny close to cried in public. I don't know who to blame but my mind already shred into pieces. Every morning, I say to myself to hold on tight. Keep everything together and believe on justify. I wanna be alone. People are too loud talking to others, complaining most certainly. I don't trust them. Talking behind their buds and smiling like nothing happen. How could you? So many knives and ar...

Once upon a time I’ve met with a very beautiful creature. She looks like an ordinary person, but she’s not. The first time our eyes met, I know for some reason she’s something else. Her warm heart is something that gooey impeccable. As far as I know the fire gasoline tryin to burn out her life. But the miracles keep happening, she still hangin. Her endearing quirk recently makes everyone around feel the love. It’s like the saturated light, shining all the way from universe. The pilgrim’s journey that she’s having right now, already the time regarded as still to come. If you reading this dear, thank you. You’re capable being an extraordinary to next generation dear pal. xx

look at the universe, it's beautiful look at the people, it's ugly forkful of life, supposedly mushy and sweet  but there you go, a menace to urban society. i'm notorious for thinking you're full of enthusiasm instead of hollow spread it more whilst it last, i'm here accepting openly can you see there is too many bad blood and i thought it just a normal flood the hatred-wave keep coming, damn it just too (self-)adhesive love that some people had to conceal from others i'm saying to myself, am i part of it? doesn't bother me if it looks unappealing and un-eminent because i know where i stand dear chum all the rhymes seem not neatly arranged but what the hell i'm not Lin-Manuel guys guys guys shhhh i may a feminist  here i am trying to respect the liberation of  humanity xx

How many time of the day I will get my earphone out to plug into my phone and my laptop. I thought I'll share my Top 10 films and Top 10 music of all the time. It was actually so hard to narrow it down to just ten as there are so many amazing films out there, and so many on TV and cinema at the time of year. So, in no particular order, my top 10 are… MOVIE 1) 3 Idiots  2) Into The Wild 3) The Inception 4) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events 5) Mean Girls 6) Harry Potter And The Philosopher's Stone 7) Pride & Prejudice 8) Sing Street 9) The Fault In Our Stars 10) Toy Story Let me tell you guys straight, this is blooming hard to choose. I need to consider the best of the best genre, the storyline, the actor, the director, the cinematography, the scene, the vibe of movie and etc. As I called, the movie that I will never get bored and appreciate the existence. For me it obviously, you need at least have one mo...

Now I got distracted by someone else' write. This happened to me all the time. I should stop reading someone else blog before I do mine. People come out with lotsa reason to be part of some group occasionally or in routine life. Mine is slightly unearthly. It’s not that I don’t like people but I’m afraid they trying to look down to me or am I good enough to perform my behavior? When I met new people, my nerve starting feeling unsure. I like to mingle and having the conversation but the thing is I’m not sure what we will talk about. At some point, I defo think before starting to make conversation. Example like; what is her occupation? Should I ask about her job? Does she enjoy what she’s doing? Kinda like that. My biggest thing that I quite dislike about myself is expecting too much for what I want or experience things. But it's actually something worth for myself for some reason I will try to accomplish it. xx

 For this time of gateway, I knew I wanted to do something special, out of the ordinary and something neither of us had ever done before. I did read Zoella’s blog before and it comes to the idea about treehouse which is something I’d never thought about. I sat and looked them up and I booked us in for 2D 1N at Rainforest Tree House, near the Gunung Pulai and only an hour and a half drive away from JB. Gunung Pulai is probably familiar to us but I’d never imagine that they got an interesting place to stay (Tree House) and experience the surrounding before. Not to mention the fact it was surrounded by beautiful woodland. As someone who always says the beach is one of the most relaxing places to be but somehow now I have a new love for forests. We parked the car up outside reception and I called up Mr Ah Yoa and told him that we arrived. It’s as you would imagine a typical treehouse, which most Orang Asli (probably) or George from ‘George of the Jungle’ movie live and it situate...