Wallflower Wildflower

Now I got distracted by someone else' write. This happened to me all the time. I should stop reading someone else blog before I do mine.

People come out with lotsa reason to be part of some group occasionally or in routine life. Mine is slightly unearthly. It’s not that I don’t like people but I’m afraid they trying to look down to me or am I good enough to perform my behavior? When I met new people, my nerve starting feeling unsure. I like to mingle and having the conversation but the thing is I’m not sure what we will talk about.
At some point, I defo think before starting to make conversation. Example like; what is her occupation? Should I ask about her job? Does she enjoy what she’s doing? Kinda like that.
My biggest thing that I quite dislike about myself is expecting too much for what I want or experience things. But it's actually something worth for myself for some reason I will try to accomplish it.

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