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THOUGHTS 2019

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Things are changing It's been a while and I wish my mind was stronger to brush things off, but sometimes it can’t be helped. And the only way I can deal with things is to write about them. Even if I do it poorly, causing even more confusion to others, or if people around me – that know me in person – tell me it’s not worth my time. I know it myself, yet it affects me mentally and I must get my thoughts out. Since my dad passed away last year, I feel the glimpse of my heart is falling apart. In Addition, I never feel hated a person in my entire life. Like legitimately can't forget someone broke my heart apart. And doesn't have any tendency to apologize at all. Things keep going on when I'm not happy about what I'm doing. My job was a mess, and for couples years I was thinking about how I'm gonna build my career if I still stick myself in a safe zone. Until... 1. Let Myself Out There's a good sign that put me to where I stand right now. I finall

Hobby, Also Gain Money.

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Embroidery Nuts. I love seeing people doing art and what caught my attention is embroidery art. There is something very special about being submerged in someone else’s arts. There's no harm to try and I've been doing this hobby-ish since last year.  Starting from hobby to unexpected request among friends. I'm so happy people actually enjoyed my amateur artwork.  Lil sis requested embroidery on my late dad's bucket hat Last month, I receive an order from my friend. Her family opening a restaurant and she asked me if I can make her a bunch of embroidery arts as interior decor. The restaurant is a 'Pantai Timur' theme and I'm glad I can easily brainstorm with her the concept that she wants. The mixture of embroidery & fabrics  Like I wrote on my last post, when you're an adult and full time working, then, what's more, you think you want to achieve or set more goals. Fulfilling your time with something produ

A WALK ON THE DIFFERENT PATH.

It’s been a week since the day my dad passed away. Honestly, I miss him so much. I don’t want to be that selfish person but I’m lost without Ayah. I do not know anything about the car I drive every day to work. He always reminds me about the services, about the tire & anything wrong that I should change. Every time my car broke down, he’s the only I can rely on to help me. Practically I owe him a lot. On the night he left us, I didn’t get the chance to cry my hearts out. As far I know, I want the process of the hospital & bring back Ayah to the house as soon as possible. After pengkebumian, that’s when I cried so much. And I still am. The titbits moments with Ayah never faded. We always talk about how grateful we raise by the perfect father. The one that goods & knows everything even in cooking. I write more but I don't feel like wanna share it. That's enough for me to save as my own read. To the one and only my hero; Abdol Razak Bin Salim. 23 JAN 1954 -

Hello, Ho Chi Minh City.

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3 Days in a new city. For the first time ever, my lil sis & I travel somewhere without our parents. Moreover, it’s out of the country.  So my lil sis decided to choose Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam because there’s the no 1 safest country to visit across Asia. Plus this trip is super reasonable in every corner. Here is what we did! The first day there, we reach Saigon airport around noon and split after we headed out we can hear a bunch of people from different booths tries to sell sim card & private transport/taxi. I did my research on the most affordable transport is by bus. So we took the bus no 109 heading to the city center and where our hotel located (District 1).  After arriving at the hotel, we spend the entire evening walking around a couple of blocks from our hotel. Our first stop was a halal Vietnamese restaurant, Kampung Pandan. The exhilaration having Pho in Vietnam is surreal. Plus we were having a lil culture and environment shock at the moment.

Writing Fiction.

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The course I'm taking. It’s an online course, which allows you to study at your own pace, basically everything by the computer or phone screen and once you join it, you are paired with a teacher that helps you through it by giving you suggestions, tips, and grades your assignments. You can choose from hundreds of online courses from top universities and specialist organizations. In my case, I'm still in free trial level. More to the introduction of the course but still I've learned a lot. By the way, I chose Writing Fiction Course because I think this is my another way to express my interest towards imagination & stories. There are 8 weeks to complete, all incredibly well structured, and at the end of certain each, you get to put to the test your newly acquired reading and skills. More like quizzes, discussions & assignments but don't worry, everything will be review by other writers & professional novelist. For the future, I can upgrade to m

HIGHLIGHTS OF YEAR 2017

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1) WROTE AN ARTICLE FOR A WEBSITE I enjoyed reading other people writing and that's why I always keen to surf the internet to find good topics. I found a small online magazine based in Singapore and my nerve telling me to try to approach them by email because I remember they're finding some freelance writer, so that's exciting. They reached me and we starting to collab with other 10 local and Singaporean writers to publish as many articles as possible. They gave us timeline like how many should we write per week and confront with their community sort of like our article be accepted to publish publicly on their website or not. Oh and we offered RM10 per article that successfully elected. I randomly wrote an article about Travel Essential and a poem for the first week. Looks like my article more interesting than my mumbly poem (lol). I think to be fair it's not suitable for the website because basically, the website is all about fashion & lifestyle. So I did