THOUGHTS 2019
Things are changing It's been a while and I wish my mind was stronger to brush things off, but sometimes it can’t be helped. And the only way I can deal with things is to write about them. Even if I do it poorly, causing even more confusion to others, or if people around me – that know me in person – tell me it’s not worth my time. I know it myself, yet it affects me mentally and I must get my thoughts out. Since my dad passed away last year, I feel the glimpse of my heart is falling apart. In Addition, I never feel hated a person in my entire life. Like legitimately can't forget someone broke my heart apart. And doesn't have any tendency to apologize at all. Things keep going on when I'm not happy about what I'm doing. My job was a mess, and for couples years I was thinking about how I'm gonna build my career if I still stick myself in a safe zone. Until... 1. Let Myself Out There's a good sign that put me to where I stand right now. I finall